"I'm not that smooth": Kristen Stewart struggles to describe her heartache in her first interview since cheating on R-Pattz
K-Stew tries to distract us with sexy poses in her interview with British Vogue magazine .
She might not be getting much sleep and is apparently living off a diet of Red Bull and cigarettes – but Kristen Stewart still manages to look extremely hot.
The love cheat was posing for her first photoshoot since being dumped by Robert Pattinson after her fling with a married film director.
And while she might be distracting us with her gold jacket and high-waist leather shorts, Kristen admitted that despite her riches she can be “clumsy around certain people.”
She told British Vogue: “I know if you haven’t thought about how you want to present a very packaged idea of yourself then it can seem like you lack ambition. But, dude, honestly? I can’t.
“People expect it to be easy because there you are, out there, doing the thing that you want and making lots of money out of it.”
She added: “But, you know, I’m not that smooth. I can get clumsy around certain people.
“Like if I were to sit down and think, ‘OK, I’m really famous, how am I going to conduct myself in public?’ I wouldn’t know who that person would be!
“It would be a lot easier if I could, but I can’t.”
We're trying to read into what Kristen is trying to say here, with the star giving an interview to Vogue despite being heartbroken and torn apart, yet her quotes are typically obscure and mean not a lot.
Just over a month after it was revealed that Kristen had an affair with married director Rupert Sanders , R-Pattz has finally agreed to meet up with his estranged ex-girlfriend.
And just a few days before pictures emerged of K-Stew's infidelities, she told film magazine Little White Lies: “I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control."
Despite being humiliated by the heartbreaking pictures, Rob has vowed to walk down the red carpet with co-star Kristen for the Twilight premiere in November.
Rob has allegedly put her well-being before his own feelings when he made his decision to accompany her in front of the cameras.
A source said: 'He’s told movie bosses he’ll walk the red carpet to save her from embarrassment and any female fans booing her.'